i havent updated for a long while

happy new year 2010!
my profile is still 14 yrs old, whereas im already 16 now! time flies.

in 2010 we celebrate a decade after the new century, and so it means, everything can change. future may be brighter. yet we must still hold on our local wisdom. be far-sighted, cos we dont know what the future awaits for us.

lately i cant sleep well ive been wasting my days thinking about someone who isnt so willingly wasting his time on me and yet i couldnt help my mind wanders off him :(. he's been the object of my writings here for the last year and reading this blog again reminds me of the happiness he has been bringing, from the up and downs, the smoothness and roughness, and so content it was to be seen

in my prayer i ask God so that He can lift him up to His shoulder, braving the highest mountain of obstacles, reaching the skyhigh ambitions he's after. forgive me cos i can only pray

i know youre shattered but dont be cos the next days will be the 'it' days of your life, when you can make a big and true difference to your heart and make just ANYONE to believe in what you can do. im your biggest fan in believing your capability in these stuffs :)

it doesnt hurt to write this... you know why? cos talking positively about you draws a rainbow curve to my face that is generated truly from the heart instead of standing in a pole that lights a path to your life

if you wanna seek some (well, just refer it as "guilty" cos u dont want that) comfort, im open for ANY kind of help :)))

(c) Tessa, 04 January, 2010

>> so loved the world

nah.. this is my crappy sort-of-poem-album-site.. the contents here are just my poems and stories. thx to blogskins n kriss for the nice layout ;).

>> walk in the light

lil' princess..
named tessa
14 years old
live in jakarta,
part of indonesia
a 10th grader at SMAK 1 PENABUR.

>> undying love

macbook!
HTC touch diamond
THIS and THIS dresses
that brettele sandals
and.. this tote bag :P.

>> old thoughts

February 2006
March 2006
July 2006
January 2007
September 2007
January 2008
February 2008
April 2008
June 2008
September 2008
October 2008
January 2009
February 2009
June 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2011

>> all for us

I'm a lot to handle
You don't know trouble but I'm a hell of a scandal
Me I'm a scene I'm a drama queen
I'm the best damn thing that your eyes have ever seen
The Best Damn Thing - Avril Lavigne

>> running after

>> how great is

my blog
my friendster acc.
my msn space
putri's story-album
HP FanFic site

>> stand before You now

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