i had a bad day, i take a gulp down, i sang a sad song, :(
am i completely wasting my time out in this love game? am i completely moved on from my past with him? do i can save my time, money, and energy enough for my own days, my own well being? am i capable enough to live my life not so lazy unlike these days? who asks me am i well enough to face today? am i worth enough to receive so many love without any questions like this? do they people ever wonder that i was lying? why are there a reason behind every crumble of trouble? what's growing up, when i know i am mature enough to face my upcoming challenges? how is this unmoving parallel of his love could be moved away to someone else's grace? when will he goes forth and determine enough to date me? what's behind these freaking reasons of so-called-lie ability? why cant i be myself like before? when will these out of blue rapid of school's nightmares stop? when can i handle my financial thingy myself? when can i save my moneys for the better usage? can i stop the entire universe and roll back?
why there are so many questions? oh please dont say to me that i am being one-so-emo-teenager. ahh, life just little forth and lots more back. (c) Tessa, 25 February, 2008
I'm a lot to handle
You don't know trouble but I'm a hell of a scandal
Me I'm a scene I'm a drama queen
I'm the best damn thing that your eyes have ever seen The Best Damn Thing - Avril Lavigne
